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|Thursday, March 16th, 2006|
|Every thing is in fast forward, and im just standing in the middle of the organized chaos.
So today was interesting. At least I didn't fail my geometry test. I did all my homework, I got my stuff for english.I am so ready for this vacation.
I am sort of stressed out, I literally think I am too dumb for a challange, but its allright, I hope.
My mom is going to Texas, to help rebuild damaged homes that were wrecked in Katrina. My dog is sick. I have an audition on sunday.
On a lighter note, I get out tommorow at 2:15 and I am going to hang out with JEFF and celebrate my anniversary.
I cant wait it is going to be so much FUN!
i love him so much
sara Current Mood: YAY FOR BREAK
|Thursday, February 9th, 2006|
|first time in a while.
haha. well actually its been a year plus. Im in school, and im actually feeling depressed, and i wish that jeff were here, because ive been having a hard day. first, had a delay in my train, forcing me to take the f line, i went to the 9th st and 4 ave stop, which is like a bazillion blocks away from school, so i ran all the way, as fast as i could to school, of course i got there late, which i couldnt see jeff, who i love, and who was going on a jazz band trip. i had a quiz for spanish first, then i had a freaking math test right after. I end up going to dance to find out there is a big rehersal, and that i have to go, and that its going to end late. of course i forgot about bringing my costume, so i ended up needing a lender. funnn stuff....not. then i got a surpurise that didnt make me too happy. I gave jeff a send off. I reallllly love him, now more then ever, we have established a bond that is unbreakable.honestly im going to miss the stuffing out of him. I wonder if he feels the same way. so, everything is going to be fine, hopefully. I wish i didnt have to do any more work, because im really not in the mood at this point.
and love. Current Mood: distressed
|Sunday, September 18th, 2005|
|Sunday, September 11th, 2005|
|pick up the pieces of yourself
i feel really bad. I mean what happened today was my fault. Picasso didnt deserve what happened to him. I was walking him on the street, and some fucking dog comes out of no where, and bites him. I feel really bad about this because it was my fault. I shouldve asked is this dog friendly, i should have done something more in order to prevent this stuff from happening to my dog.
On a lighter note I spent time with rebbecca, one of my friends that i havent seen since forever. I went to the flea market. I bought some makeup, and a surpurise, and then i went to smoochies which was some ice cream place....it was fun. i ate shake. Then i went back to rebbeccas house and we chilled there. I then got some new clothes *free clothing from a friend*! so i was happy.
I spent time with jeff today. Spending time with jeff and talking to him always makes me feel sooo much better. He made me cinnoman sugar toast that spelled out I <3 u. which was realllllly cuuuute and really sweet of him. He made me feel better about my mom and my family situation, which i really appreciate but sometimes its really hard for me to get a good handle on my life, and im glad that i have some one like jeff to give me guidance and suggest things so that i can get back on my horse, and travel forward. Jeff is my best friend, my mentor, my tutor, my guitar teacher, my soul mate,my one and only, my true love, my hubby, and my boyfriend! he is awesome. I love him soooo much.
im gonna take a nap. peace out all yall Current Mood: heylushhavefunitstheweekend
|Saturday, September 10th, 2005|
|have your people call my people and arrange a playdate mmmmkay?
allright. I havent been keeping that many journal entries, but i think that this one is a necessity. As a tenth grader, i believe that i am struggling with my subjects, and luckily for me I have a boyfriend who has been in my grade before me, and can give me all sorts of advice so that I am not stressed out. There are just some times when i wish i could help him out. I also need to learn not to be so high strung and paranoid about everything that goes on. I mean, as a girl friend i have the obligation to take care of jeff, and myself. I love helping him out, even if its a small thing like washing the dishes after dinner, or even complimenting him after a jazz band show. Life should be fun, because we humans only get one chance to live life to its fullest right? I mean, for people like me I should be enjoying all the things i am fourtunate to have, and instead of causing drama or worrying my life away like some little hermit child that never gets out in the sun riiight?
the tenth grade retreat was a little dumb. I mean just admit to us that you guys dont have enough cash to take us on a good retreat like the juniors and seniors get to go on. My team came in second during the scavanger hunt. we got these cool little basket ball hoop things that you can put on the end of your pencil and play with. Its a very big distraction. I made some friends with the ninth graders. they are nice (or at least the ones i got to know). At one point in the two boots i wanted to crawl under a rock and die, because the table i was sitting at started talking about my chest. I then got asked what size i was, and i then wanted to crawl under a rock and die. Luckily for me my teacher was all like ITS TIME TO GO!
cleaning up the park wasnt worth it. it was stupid, and dirty.
Jeff then called me to tell me that he was coming home and then i met up with him after brownstone billards. I hung out with jeff for the rest of the night, it was a lot of fun. Jeff is awesome. I love him so much and i always will. someone once said that we were made for eachother, and I do think they are right. Current Mood: idgototheendoftheworld4u
|Thursday, August 11th, 2005|
|somedays make me wanna look back and go good times
Warped tour is in 1 day! ONE DAY! i love jeff so much these past few days with him have been magical, but basically anyday i spend with him is magical... my life is going well. Im happy.
cant wait for warped
jeff you are always in my thoughts twenty four seven.
kisses and hugs my sweetheart Current Mood: this one looks funny
|Monday, August 8th, 2005|
|so long sweet summer.
summer is almost ending. thus it makes me sad.jeff i love you Current Mood: crushed
|Sunday, July 31st, 2005|
|i hate it when im away from you
i miss jeff sooo much. im in dc and its fun but jeff is awesome and he totally rocks my socks. I love him to death, and he makes me feel comfortable,and allows me to be free. Im sooo excited for warped tour, its gonna be sooo much fun! well i have to go but i just wanted all of you to know that i am alive and doing well. xoxox if you still read this im glad that u arent getting bored of me.
ooo and I helped jeff find an appartment its really nice and classy it gets my little stamp of approval (if i had one)
keep on truckin
sara Current Mood: loved but missing you
|Tuesday, July 19th, 2005|
Hi yall i just got back from camp, and guess what I got my braces off! im off to a modeling circa tommorow, im reallly not looking forward to that. Jeff and I have been going out for seven months and lets just say I couldnt be happier. I am going to miss him tommorow I love him sooo much and i always will. well im me and ask me how camp went if u really wanna know. ttyl
sara Current Mood: loved
|Sunday, May 1st, 2005|
|I LOVE JEFF
Well this weekend started out tough, I hurt myself in F*ing dance class. After skool, my mommie made me go to the hospital. Jeff came too. I waited two and a half hours in a waiting room. In the waiting room I talked to some strangers, and I found out that we all had a sixth degree of seperation. For example, there was this lady there who owned a pilates studio, and that was the same pilates studio that my peer leader worked in. Then this kid came in with a hurt ankle, and he knew luke s. It was weird...yeah. So then i got xrayed. Nothing bad perhaps a minor fracture, or a torn ligament. Im in an imobilizer and on crutches. Jeff came over and kept me company numerous times over the weekend. I don't know what I'd do with out him. We watched meet the fockers. (GREAT MOVIE) and then we talked. I don't wanna go to school tommorow. I feel BLEH right now. I LOVE YOU JEFF YOU ARE THE MOST SUPPORTIVE BOYFRIEND EVER!!
I will see you all in school tommorow haha my mommie is driving me. Current Mood: bleh
|Thursday, April 28th, 2005|
| Current Mood: hoooray i love jeff
|Wednesday, April 20th, 2005|
|what an amazing night
The school day seemed to drag on forever. I don't know why. It had its great moments, such as seeing jeff....yeah. After school rocked. I went to Jeffs, and we hung out. I really love it when I hang out with him we have so much fun! We talked about stuff, and pretty much found out something new about eachother. Jeff you have a natural talent for writing, especially the bed time story you read me every night...I love it. Thanks for the gift. I love it.xoxox Current Mood: jeff you are amazing!
|Sunday, April 17th, 2005|
|WE FOUND HIM
All right we found him about an hour and a half later...but it was probably the scariest hour and a half of my ENTIRE LIFE. I couldn't even get online to tell everyone. So today is going awesome. Its my four month anniversary with jeff and I am super happy in general. Current Mood: YAY
|Saturday, April 16th, 2005|
|oh where has my doggie gone oh where oh where can he be?
Hi, my dog just went missing. I can't find him. If any of you know where he is, can you please tell me because I really am begining to miss him. He responds to the name picasso, he is about a foot and a half tall, he is all white. He went missing this morning around 11:30 am...Yeah so if you have any information I would appreciate it. I'm off to check the neighbors houses. Hopefully I will find him.. :( Current Mood: PIIICAAAAAASSO WHERE ARE U?!
|so here is my life take it off my hands
Well for fridays, this one was decent, because jeff and i hung out for a while and we made good use of our time together. Then Jeff went off to a jazz band party I went home. This week has been so dramatic I'd rather not get into it. Any way I got a call from my doctor, I have arthritis in my hip joint and in my knee. I have to be careful when I dance, she says I have about three more years until it gets really bad. Oh well. So much for finding my passion. :( Today is going to be good. I did some laundry, i woke up and I was happy.I called Jeff, and he is coming over at two to hang out. YAY i love jeff! Tommorow is our anniversary. So if any of you are reading this, wish us a happy four months!Jeff you are the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for!
All right Im off to load the drier....Laters. Current Mood: mycloudodoomleaveswhenucome
|Thursday, April 14th, 2005|
okay i am really sorry for not updating. Right now my life is going pretty well, I just hate my family. Its kind of tough having to go back home, then get criticized, then get yelled at some more for just breathing...I mean I almost got sent to MILATARY SCHOOL FOR CHRIST SAKES! If you see me doing something stupid, you honestly gotta stop me. I can't do this, I can't be the girl they beg me to be.I want to say fuck your high standards, I can't be this girl you want me to be...but nooo they won't accept that. Any who, things are going well with me and jeff, we are celebrating 4 months on sunday. I love you soo much Jeff. I can't wait to see you over this weekend, cuz I made an anniversary present that I hope you are going to like. Always and forever, cuz you are always on my mind.
So ill see you all laters! Current Mood: im like a love struck puppy
|Monday, March 28th, 2005|
|WOWIE ZOWIE fun filled day!
today went well, it rained. I didn't like the rain. In fact the only thing I do like about rain is the fact that I get to jump in puddles, and if i had awesome rain boots, id wear them, unfourtunately i do not have awesome rain boots to jump puddles in. Thus, this makes me sad and sooo materialistic.
My day went as follows. Jeff came over early in the morning, we made breakfast with eachother, and we then went shopping for my audition. Jeff was extremely supportive he made sure that i was okay, and not too nervous. Then jordanna came, and i had a lot of fun. Then I got a call saying the audition was cancelled, I got a present from my aunt for good luck right before the audition, a new pair of earings. I wore them any way, even though the audition was cancelled. Then I had a hellish doctors apointment, which I'd rather not talk about...yeah. Then Jeff came over to meet Tor the thunder god and guitar teacher. Then after my lesson he stuck around and we watched tv, and cuddled. Jeff is the most supportive boyfriend ever. I love him sooo much!YAY he makes me feel all tingly inside.
I just made plans to see my friend sharon on friday I am soo excited to see her!
Well, I hope most of you stayed dry today and are thoroughly enjoying your vacations! Hugs and kisses to all!
Peace out! Current Mood: i love him he is adorable
|i could have met you in a sandbox long ago
Hey everyone. I haven't updated in a long time.
Well, things are going great. Especially with Jeff, because he is probably the most awesome boyfriend a girl could ever ask for.Two nights ago, and last night were amazing. I LOVE YOU JEFF!
Well, in about 17 hours, I am auditioning for a ballet company. I do not believe I have ever been sooo nervous in my entire life. I hate rejection. I really honestly do. But if rejected, I know that I will personally push harder in order to get what I want NEXT YEAR, although it would be nicer if I could have what I want THIS year. SO, people, If you are reading this now, WISH ME LUCK, because honestly I am gonna need it.
Jeff you are the most supportive boyfriend, i love you sooo much, i dont think its possible to describe it in words. Current Mood: NERVOUS yet loved
|Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005|
|bleh heeee heeee HEEE
yeah today wasnt fun.
i got surgery on my knee.
this weekend was cool, except for the part where i hurt my knee....i did really good snoboarding. yeah that was cool.
jeff is in london. I miss him sooo much! i wish he were here! well hes coming back in a few days, i just wish he were here now.
i miss hiiim! Current Mood: i miss him
|Tuesday, March 15th, 2005|
|the times i push you away are the times are really NEED you
Good quote. Today was amazing. Jeff was there for me when i needed him most. Lately I have been pushing some of you away. Now, I don't mean to, and I totally feel bad for doing so. I apologize. Tonight was amazing, thanks again jeff. You rock my world. I love you! Current Mood: he makes me all tingly inside